today was COLD! nose was red and fingers and toes were frozen. never again am i going out on a day like this without my mittens.the title for today's post is 越來越愛. it means "loving you more and more". i was reading my friend's blog and he had written a post about how he found this really sweet and awesome girl and that he fell in love with her. well, congrats! but it kinda got me thinking...
why is it that we all want and need love? i mean, love can be a hindrance and very painful. but in the other hand, it can make you feel so full of life and happiness. i wonder why it's like this. we all wish for love and some get wat they wish for. they become the happiest people on earth. and then for all the rest of us who don't get it, we feel so lost and when we see those lucky people with their love, we get this dull aching pain in our heart.
especially wen we fall for someone we kno we just can't have, because either they're taken or it's just impossible that they would love us. and it hurts. really hurts. i kno. i've been through this so many times, i've just kinda learned to accept this. but still, there's a small part in my heart that keeps hoping that they will love me and it hurts all the more when i kno they can't.
i just wish i wasn't this unlucky in love. why do i always keep falling for the wrong guy? why? maybe one day, i'll find my tru love and that he loves me back and i'll be happy for once. let's hope so.
We all want and need love because it's the ultimate happiness. No amount of money or fame would ever achieve the kind of feeling you get when you fall in love... although love has the power to break us down, it also has the power to keep us moving forward forever. Just the idea of having that kind of happiness... it's enough to make us keep chasing it, no matter the cost.
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