Part 1-Act 29 (day 3 of break and the second episode of 韩庚's drama)

sigh~ there was nothing to do today besides watching drama shows on the computer and watching tv. blame it all on the STUPID cold outside. ruining my mood. there is no way i'm going out in this horrible weather even if my life depended on it. ok. so maybe i'm exaggerating a bit. but still, if i go out, then my fingers and toes are gonna be frozen stiff. and they're gonna hurt. really bad =(

but i guess i can't avoid frozen fingers and toes tomorrow since my dad wants me to go to the library and borrow some books so i don't spend the entire day watching drama shows and tv. argh. i really don't want to go out. well, i have been wanting to go to Seaport but it's like rite next to the water and so it's gonna be really cold. and anyways, i don't think i'll be able to survive the trip from either canal or grand street to seaport. i'll be frozen before i even get near Seaport. rawr!!!!!!! i hate this. altho i would nevr give up living in nyc.

ah yes =) i saw the second episode of the TV show 韩庚's starring in. it was quite funny =) especially when 韩庚's friend kept chasing a girl and taking pictures of her. and then later he and 韩庚 followed the girl, and when she would ever turn around they would pretend they were searching for something. it was funny watching them make those hilarious poker faces, searching trees. =) i wanna watch this show forever. =) cuz i <3 韩庚!!!

Part 1-Act 28 (韩庚's awesome tv moment)

OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!! i LOVED it!!!! =) he was awesome and so cute and handsome. <3 i fell in love with the drama as soon as the beginning credits were playing. the drama was actually a bit funny and i just loved 韩庚's acting. also, the person who plays his best friend is a hong kong movie/tv star but i JUST CAN'T remember his name. so fustrating. oh~ i CAN'T WAIT for tomorrow's episode. *why the hell am i typing so much in caps? creepy o.O*

i wanna go to one of Super Junior and Super Junior-M's concert but i live too far away and i don't have the ability to buy the tickets. nooooooo. *sob* i guess i'll never be able to see them in person, always just watching them on tv. i'll never be able to feel their presence next to me, never get to hear all their lovely voices in person.

sigh~ oh well. at least, i get to hear them singing their new songs soon. Super Junior is releasing their new album this year, i think maybe in September. i'll definitely buy it as my birthday present to myself. =) =) <3 Saranghae yo Super Junior!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3

Part 1-Act 27 (day 1 of regents break)

sigh~ today, i didn't do much stuff besides going to yum cha with my grandpa and two aunts and cousins of mine. buuuuut, while i was walking from the restuarant, i saw that a store had 王力宏's new album《心跳》out and TVXQ's album . I want BOTH!!! actually i have a lot of the songs from Mirotic already on my iPod but i want the rest of the songs and i want the second disc of the album, which is a DVD that includes interviews with all the band members. =) me likey.

OMG! i can't wait till tomorrow, which is the premiere of 韩庚哥哥's new drama on Sinovision at 8!!! i can't wait =) omg omg omg. sorry, just kinda having a moment here =) i've been waiting since last year for the drama since i first heard that he was shooting a show. i can't waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiitttttttttt!

and one final note~ i am never gonna go out again in this horrible weather anymore. it's just too cold. freezing my ass and fingers off. at this rate, my hands are gonna be frozen stiff and dead. but then, if i don't go out that means i can't go out and buy 力宏's new album and get my ears pierced. that's not fair~ =(

Part 1-Act 26 (恭喜發財)

Happy Birthday, Jaejoong-oppa! =)

Saranghae <3

恭喜發財。身體健康。出入平安。

新年快樂！

Part 1-Act 24 (越來越愛)

today was COLD! nose was red and fingers and toes were frozen. never again am i going out on a day like this without my mittens.

the title for today's post is 越來越愛. it means "loving you more and more". i was reading my friend's blog and he had written a post about how he found this really sweet and awesome girl and that he fell in love with her. well, congrats! but it kinda got me thinking...

why is it that we all want and need love? i mean, love can be a hindrance and very painful. but in the other hand, it can make you feel so full of life and happiness. i wonder why it's like this. we all wish for love and some get wat they wish for. they become the happiest people on earth. and then for all the rest of us who don't get it, we feel so lost and when we see those lucky people with their love, we get this dull aching pain in our heart.

especially wen we fall for someone we kno we just can't have, because either they're taken or it's just impossible that they would love us. and it hurts. really hurts. i kno. i've been through this so many times, i've just kinda learned to accept this. but still, there's a small part in my heart that keeps hoping that they will love me and it hurts all the more when i kno they can't.

i just wish i wasn't this unlucky in love. why do i always keep falling for the wrong guy? why? maybe one day, i'll find my tru love and that he loves me back and i'll be happy for once. let's hope so.

Part 1-Act 23 (finally we're free)

yes!!! today was the last day of exams, which means there's no more in the future until june. we also got out early today. woohoo!!! i have no idea why i was freaking out so badly about the chem test. it wasn't even that hard. so i shouldn't have freaked out as badly as i should have. ugh. i hated the chinese test. it was easy until we had to read two passages and i didn't even kno half the words in the passages. it was so hard to answer them. argh!!! i hope i don't FAIL this test, since exams are counted as two tests. it would lower my grade considerably if i fail this. and i can't have that, when it's this semester's grades that go on my final record. nooooooooooooooo!!!

but i'm still happy. =) i get the entire regents week off and there's an in-house CSI competition in school on the 2nd of february. the story for the competion is quite interesting. and the names in the story are once again funny and awesome.

i guess there's not much to write for today, since nothing really happened because all the non-test taking perios were cut short. but here's one more thing. i LOVE 飛輪海's new album!! it's called〈越來越愛〉and i love all the songs, especially《Touch Your Heart (台灣觀光主題曲)》becuz it's such a catchy song. =) this is a very good thing, because usually when i buy albums or download songs, i usually find some songs that i don't like on a particular album. so, this is very good. it may also be because i love all the guys in 飛輪海 and find them hot. ah, watevr~ 加油，飛輪海!!!

Part 1-Act 22 (day 2 of exams)

today was great!!!! the global exam was pretty easy =) only got like 2 questions wrong on the short answers and i think i got everything right on the multiple choices. yay! and then, i had a hour long lunch where i practically did nothing but listen to my iPod. it was kinda boring. and then, gym where there was no exam. heehee! but i have a stupid hw for gym, which is to write a frikkin paragraph about our yoga journals. i'm just gonna write crap.

there's not much to write today cuz nothing really happened today. ah but, i'm glad that me and tina didn't have to go up in chinese class today and present our dialogue. we're not ready. oh well, i don't think we're going to have to present for a while. well, until the 26th, but i might not even be there. ah yes, i don't kno if i should go to school on chinese new year (which is the 26th). i mean, i don't exactly want to go but i should go just in case. arghhhhh! i don't know i don't kno i don't kno

很麻烦呢。我不想想那么多了。真的烦恼。美月说byebye.

ah wait. there is one more thing i wanna say for tomorrow. 我明天会死了。我不是开玩笑。

Part 1-Act 21 (first day of exams)

the first day of finals and i'm already dead. dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead dead DEAD. ok, so maybe not exactly dead but u get the idea. the english exam was easy but i kno i did kinda bad on the math exam and the metal shop exam.

there's not alot to say today, since what everyone just did today was reviewing for upcoming tests and taking tests. at least tomorrow i can breathe a little easier, since i only have to take like one exam instead of the usual three. that's because they scheduled one exam for 6th period and guess what?... i have lunch that period so i'm happy about that. for the 9th period exam, i'm in gym and we don't exactly have a test for that. so i can breathe easy for one day. and oh shit. i have homework. DAMN~

like i said yesterday, this would be short. not much to write. sigh~ maybe tomorrow, you'll hear more from me. i don't know. 我不想说话了。再见。

Part 1-Act 20 (prologue to midterms and inauguration)

today wasn't such a bad day as i thought. to start off, there was no hw. also, the teachers didn't teach us anything and we just basically reviewed. i got to skip a class and watch the inauguration in the auditorium altho i wasn't paying that much attention to the screen. But when today is over, tomorrow begins and that means the beginning of midterms. ARGHHHHH!!!!!!!!

ugh. i had to do part 1 of my english exam today, which was to write a critical lens essay on this quote "all that literature seeks to communicate power". the only books i could use was "The Narrative of the Life of Frederick Douglass" and "The Tell-Tale Heart". not much of a choice. oh well, it wasn't as bad as i thought. i think i managed to make a half-decent essay. sigh~

the inauguration was kinda boring because they kept showing people just milling doing nothing. But thank the sky (i'm not gonna write God cuz i don't believe) that Barack Obama is president and that Bush's horrible reign is over and also that John McCain isn't president. i really don't kno wat i'll do if John McCain was in office.

i found three new songs and their awesome MVs, two from 飛輪海 and one from Danson Tang 唐禹哲. The one from 唐禹哲 is 《情報》 http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjiuva2Bh8Q&fmt=18 The two from 飛輪海 are 《越來越愛》http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RQoTmYZHlkA&fmt=18 and 《寂寞暴走》http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qhnEOu6rm5k&fmt=18. I found that the guys are so much better looking now. i mean, they were hot but it's like they stepped it up a notch. i love wu zun and also love jiro's new haircut. heehee! =)

and this shall be my rant for today. i'll post something tomorrow if i can. and even if i can, it'll probably be short. anyways, 再見。

Part 1-Act 19 (a delve into my soul)

i hope you guys all kno wat i mean by "part 1-act 19". january=Part 1 and the 19th=Act 19. =) i'll be naming all my posts this way with the actual title in parentheses (or sometimes, no title). i for some reason like writing all this in lowercase. much simpler, i guess.

anyways, i shall give you an insight into who i am for those who don't kno me. i live in brooklyn, new york and go to Tech. i love listening to music, especially chinese, japanese, and korean music.

my favorite korean artists are: 넬 (Nell), 빅뱅 (Big Bang), TVXQ or DBSK (it doesn't matter), Super Junior (and their subgroups: Super Junior K.R.Y., Super Junior Trot, the chinese subgroup Super Junior-M, and Super Junior Happy), SHINee, F.T Island, Battle (배틀), BoA, SMTown (which is a collaboration thing between active singers under SM Entertainment), and 비 (Rain). =)

my favorite chinese artists are: 王力宏, KingOne Wang 王傳一, Mr., Super Junior-M (like i said before), 飛輪海 (known also as Fahrenheit), S.H.E., Tank, Danson Tang 唐禹哲, and Raymond Lam 林峰.

i also like surfing the web, reading fanfiction and watching anime. i love watching tv as well. shows i like: NCIS, The Mentalist, Criminal Minds, CSI: NY, CSI: (Grissom left *sad*), Without a Trace, Cold Case, and NUMB3RS. I can't wait to watch the drama that Hangeng 哥哥 is starring in. Starts on the 28th. AHHHHHHHHHH! so LONNG! =)

and hi Sharuk! love your blog =) everybody go check it out @ http://legalmusicsrsly.blogspot.com